Love
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Had I’s (II) / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
Had I been able to ride along the beach on a striped light grayish cream horseback, and look to my right to see you on a white one, your face reflecting the joy over my joy while the sun rises after a long night of conversation. Had I served you coffee after our return… Had…
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father language / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
the well from which one learns to express the selfprimary articulation styleproviding the shape of what one utters in wordsis the native languagethe native tonguein German, Muttersprachemother languagemine is a father language Had I Served You Coffee — in process, content, notes
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A Quarter of a Century ago / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
Tears are an internal mode of the moment. Only a sort of permission by the touched one, or a certain point of needing a release, or of wanting to sense, or express weakness, or fragility, or fragile strength, will water the eyes to the point that tears reach the cheeks, perhaps the jaws. Tears need…
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Had I’s / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
Had I been able to dance just once on the same dance floor with you apart Had we had more cries together Had I let a record play with a symphony by Gustav Mahler while you were in the same room Had I Served You Coffee — in process, content, notes
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Paradise / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
This is not to be a linear and logical depiction of love between father and son. Rather a son concretizing through emotional and intellectual hunger the fruits of mountains, rivers and oceans in the paradise he has become. Had I Served You Coffee — in process, content, notes
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the fervor within / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
It is not religion, not god that made you a good man but a fervor deep within. In Sunset Limited, the 2011 film directed by Tommy Lee Jones, White (Jones) and Black (Samuel L. Jackson) have an existential debate, after White attempted suicide, and Black prevented him from being successful at it. Black alludes to…
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a short love dissection / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
Tears flow from love Smiles widen through love Laughing erupts out of love Silence spreads in u-turned love Perseverance lives love Countenance dresses love, if it manages not to mask love Had I Served You Coffee — in process, content, notes
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Breath / Twenty-one days with my Father – 2026
First Breath: Love Second Breath: Music Third Breath: Curiosity – II 2026 Had I Served You Coffee — in process
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question love /
questions do not dismantle questions do not destroy questions do not require an answer
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Astonishment was my first love
The common expression tends to name music. This inner pendulum is propelled slowly, steadily, strongly, with intensity. So much that I find the swing much stronger than what the I can account for. Being is a wonder. Especially in conversation. Let us converse The Love Series I —- Astonishment was my first love
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Prophylactic tears
If one can look at beauty today, and imagine it today disappearing tomorrow, would the tears that come ahead of its disappearance prevent us from allowing it to disappear?
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Love is out of our control
It is for this reason that for years I have avoided defining it, or, at least have refused to see it within the commonly given personified contexts. I can no longer trust societal and human habits of conceptualizing surroundings, and existence, as we succumb to language and communication by the use of single words as…
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sending you a very different hug, now
At a given time, in the most concise bundle of energy, of emotions, as the lightest of gestures possible, in the shortest form we have ever been able to convey — an sms, a short text — I may send you a hugSuch a short message differs greatly from the use of the phrase at…
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A complex simplicity in reference to childhood memories on taste
A spiritual and intellectual approach to eating has been a focus as of late. This approach is by no means a new phase but rather a zooming-in by way of reduction being dramatically intensified — more singularity per dish, as opposed to a variety of up to five items on a plate, and items being…
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